Dedication.

Assalamualaikum...

According to my blogspot count, this entry will be my 121st..
Cheisss.. from March 2005 until June 2007 with this account, that's all I came up with?
I guess I'm not much of a writer as I always want to be.
LOL

I was blog hopping just now and saw a blog that reminded me of my first one.
Yeah, to those who only knew me from this blog, I actually started blogging since 2004.
9th june 2004 to be precise.
That blog though, I reckon it was a sort of 'dedication' to someone that used to be quite special to me.
(Get your facts correct now my dear friends, he was not my bf. I just adored him, that's all.)

(click on the picture to visit my old blog.)

I don't know why I felt this sudden urge to pay a visit to my old 'home'.
Reading some of the entries I posted there when I was still a student.
Hahahahaha. I felt 3 years younger all of a sudden.
You know, reading about my crush and all.
How I came up with poems for him et cetera.
But I'm so over him by now,okay? Seriously.
(But not the other one... hahahahaha..)

Why blogging?
That's one helluva question..
I guess my MAIN reason is to get my brain working.
You see, unlike some people who can write straight from their mind, I have to think before I write.
I've to think A LOT.
Please don't get me wrong, I'm not saying y'all don't think before you write.
We all do.
But I'm a grammar freak, and a spelling freak.
So I double, or triple checked my entries before I post them.
Hehehehehehe.

Once, I told Kak Ruby how I really wanted to write as good as her.
Alas, I still have a long way to go judging from the 'frequency' of my posts.
I don't write that much in order to be on a par with her.
I always get jealous (in a good way-lah) with people who write so well.
I think they are gifted.

But blogging is not just about writing or updating stuff about my oh-so-boring life.

I made friends.
Though some of which I may only contact via this cyberspace, but they are my friends nonetheless.
And I love them as much.
From blogging I get to know these special people and a lot more that are beyond description.

♥ ♥ ♥

Kak Ruby.
A great woman, so full of life and young at heart.

Abe Id.
A great man, so full of life and young at heart.

Stupe.
I like his straight forward-ness. (if there's such a word lah.)

Mr Incognito.
I learn a lot for this 'anonymous' guy.

Kak pB.
She's like an older sister to me, I think I can talk about almost everything with her.

Pa'chik.
Extraordinary. (Oh, is he that incredible?) Hehehehe..

♥ ♥ ♥

In the end, I think blogging have done good to me.
So I think I'll write more in the future..

Wassalam.

145th

Assalamualaykum.

According to Blogger, this is my 145th entry for this blog.
Hrmmmmm.. that shows my so called 'enthusiasm' to write.
Only that much in three years of blogging here.
LOL

Anyway, today is the Merdeka Celebration @my school.
Just now we had our short assembly..
The kids sang a few songs and as for your truly, the duty never change.
I'm the 'honourable photographer' of the day..
[am using the digital camera not DSLR like 'some people'.. LOL]

Achik asked me to write about my trip to Langkawi.
[Hehehehhehe.. that bad kan? I have to have people remind me to update!! LOL]
Well, to cut the story short, the experience was a mixture of bitter+sweet memories.
Why? Wasn't I supposed to be enjoying myself there?
Well, I did not.

On the other hand, let me tell you the whole story lah.
Since I don't have any topics to say for now.
Hehehe..

I actually looked for some infos on the hotel before I went to Langkawi.
The first impression..well enough said that it brought smiles to me..
Nice architecture, picturesque scenery,beautiful rooms et cetera.
Seeing that got me so excited.. but at the same time I did prepare myself in case things differ from what they appeared to be.

From the ferry, as we were reaching the Jetty Point, I could see the hotel from afar.
And yes, it looked exactly like what I saw in the website.
Something like this :



Nice isn't it?
It somehow reminded me of the castles in the Fairy Tales..
Cinderella, Snow White et cetera..
But in reality it's definitely not that..

I mean.. yes..the building was beautiful and all..
But what got us all disappointed was the service and hotel management.
We were informed at the lobby that the hotel did not have enough rooms for us.

WTH?!!!

From the supposedly 2 persons per room, we were given some apartments.
10-12 pax each apartment.
Rasa macam rumah kongsi pun ada!!

As soon as we got into the apartment, came another shocking 'discovery'..
Carlsberg bucket was in the living room..
And the room was FILTHY..TOTAL MESS.
Our disappointment was beyond words.. come on lah kan, they should at least ask the housekeeping to tidy+clean up the room before giving us the key.

And you think that's bad enough?
Wait till you read this..

The next morning there was no water in our apartments!!

That's insanely ridiculous, right?
Something that's unacceptable for me..
Do tell me what you think.. can we accept that kind of service?
Sigh~

Even so, I managed to get something for my family,friends and myself too.
And besides the interesting Cable Car ride and shopping, I think nothing in Langkawi interests me.
Being there, I felt as if I was in Pengkalan Kubor or Rantau Panjang..
With makcik-makcik buying pinggan mangkuk periuk belanga and all..
Hehehehehe.. the only difference is the development lah..
Back in PK & RP we don't have Starbucks or Kenny Roger's or Sembonia Boutique et cetera..
LOL

I bought lots and lots of chocolates there. [yes, puan asni.. I did..]
And a handbag+purse+necklace pour moi.

In a nutshell, the trip was only okay for me.
Not that exciting.
Then again, maybe it's the company..
Afterall, I went there with the Puteris of UMNO kan.. LOL
[Pa'chik menjeling tajam... hehehehehehe..]
Maybe it would be a different experience if I went there with my family or friends.
Wallahualam.

Wassalam~

New!

Assalamualaykum.

A fresh new look today from me as I promised, Puan Asni.
Hehehehehe.. so how do you like my new layout?
Do leave some opinions,okay?
And that goes to everyone reading this.

Actually there are still some errors that I need to amend.
(am referring to posts: "ANGRY!!" and "SENSEI!")
I still can't figure out why the background turned out to be like that.
Just close one eye-lah will you?
Hehehehe..

Credits to Miss Shambijoux for the "FTP LESSONS" via phone yesterday.
It helped me a lot!!
Hence this new layout came about with much less troubles.
:)

Oh, will post again later.
As Dr So'od likes to put it, today's entry is 'pendek ketot'..
LOL

Wassalam.

joy

Assalamualaykum.

The General Election is finally over and we've all knew the results.
Some were happy with the results, while others perhaps had been crying since last Saturday wondering what went wrong.
Am I making you bored with this topic?
Hehehehehehe.. as I said before, politic excites me nowadays.
I love talking about it and sometimes debate with the 'opposition' believer.
LOL.

If not handled 'professionally', these talks about politic might end up as a fight due to the clash of understanding.
This happened to yours truly yesterday, during the 1 hour break between the PTK papers.
I was talking to this kakak who is a true-blue believer.
The problem is that, she only wanted me to listen and accept her opinion and refused to listen to mine.
Though I provided the rationales and sources of my 'story', she kept getting under my nerves.
Hence to prevent further 'damages' to our conversation, I called up Abah, asking about Adik's SPM results [which was better than mine! huhu]..

It's refreshing to know that the people still RULE the country.

I'm keeping my hopes high for the positive changes in the near future.
This election results are the EYE-OPENER to both parties, the government and the opposition [or as DSAI likes to put it as "Alternative Government" or "Government-in-Waiting"].
For the government to work harder and more transparent, in order to win back the people's hearts.
And for the opposition to work even harder, to prove that the people weren't wrong when they decided to vote for them.

I vote for a HARMONIOUS MALAYSIA!

Glad to call him MY leader.

Wassalam.

Mixed!

Assalamualaykum..

Felt as if I've been leaving this blog for ages.. LOL
Well, truth be told, when blogs become partially blocked now, that affects my enthusiasm to write.
Not that there weren't any issues to be brought up and shared, actually it's the other way around.
But I wasn't just in the mood to blog.

Anyways, I have mixed feelings now.

Confused. Sad. Scared.Relieved.

There are just so many things happening at the same time.
Well, I better not think.. tomorrow insyaAllah I'm going home.
My nephews Hasif,Haziq,Nuqman and my one and only niece, Fatimah are surely the cure to all those feelings I'm having.
With them, I''ll only feel one thing :

H A P P Y

Kids... Chik is coming home tomorow!! :D

Wassalam~

Meme

Assalamualaykum.

Just finished downloading 5 Malay songs from Top10mp3download.
This blog is currently one of my favourites.
I even downloaded Dafi's latest single!
Yup, that's how boring I am today.

Hence, I decided to blog hop whilst downloading and listening to the mp3s.

At last, I made up my mind to do the meme in Wan's blog.
Yeah, I'm that boring at this very moment!!
{and also to 'menyahut seruan' Tok Mudin + Achik to update..}

First Name - Nur Hafiza
Nickname - Fiz, Fizzy, Fiza, Fiz9, Fowler (seriously!), Nur, Chik
Name you wish you had - Am satisfied with my name.
What do people normally mistake your name - Nur Hafizah Hassan.
Birthday - 14 May 1983 [am I old??]
Birthplace - Kg Kutan Hulu, Wakaf Bharu.
Time of Birth - erkkk.. can't remember.
Single or taken - Single.
Zodiac sign - Taurus

YOUR APPEARANCES

How tall are you - 167cm
Wish you were taller - yup! but then, it's fine..
Eye color - very dark brown.
Eye color you want - won't change.. I like it just the way it is.
Natural Hair Colour - black.
Current Hair Colour - black.
Short or long hair - shoulder length
Ever dye your hair a bizarre colour - nope and never.
Curly,Straight,Wavy - wavy.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - never.. cutting it short is not that dramatic, right?
Glasses or contacts - none, alhamdulillah 20-20.. :D
Do you wear make-up - not for this couple of weeks.. damn jerawat!! huhuhuhu..
Ever had hair extensions - never had one and won't have one.
Paint your nails - never. never will.

IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER

What color eyes - whatever..as long as they're sexy in my eyes. *chuckles*
What color hair - his natural hair colour.
Shy or Outgoing - both and balanced.
Looks or personality - personality. .if he looks really good, I'll feel insecure.haha.
Sexy or Cute - sexy.. am not into cute boys..
Serious or Fun - know when to be serious and when to have fun.
Older or Younger than you - Older plish! Or at least the same age. Again I'll feel insecure if he's younger.
A turn on - Kelantanese. Well dressed. Makes more than me [economically..]
A turn off - Perokok tegar.. [at least he must have a WILL to stop]. Hairy-chested??

THIS OR THAT

Flowers or Chocolate - flowers
Pepsi or Coke - pepsi
Rap or Rock - erkk..neither
Relationship or One night stand -definitely a relationship.
School or Work - school is work in my case! hahaha..
Love or Money - both.
Movies or Music - both.
Country or City - country.
Sunny or Rainy days - rainy days.
Friends or Family - family first, then friends.

HAVE YOU EVER

Lied - I'd be lying if I said no.
Stole something - hrmmm..food from dining hall during SPM week? hahahaha..
Smoked - never..
Hurt someone close to you - yup.. my parents.. with my SPM results.
Broke someone’s heart - nope, because I've never been in love in order to break a heart.
Had your heart broken - yes.. one-sided love is the cause.
Wondered what was wrong with you - all the times.
Wish you were a prince/princess - nope, I live in REALITY.
Liked someone who was taken - hahahahha..of course.
Shaved your head - of course NOT.
Been in love - never.. can you believe it? now I'm being pathetic..ok, next question!
Used chopsticks - yes.
Sang in the mirror to yourself - nope.
Ever cried over someone - I have.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - my weight?!. hahhaha
Do you think you’re attractive - not physically..
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - none..life's not a fairytale, sadly.
Do you play any sports -used to play volleyball.

FAVORITES

Flower - Lilies!!
Candy - minty ones..
Song - currently; Aizat's "Hanya Kau Yang Mampu"
Scent - The Bodyshop's Neroli Jasmine.
Colour - purple and pink?!
Movie - Shawshank Redemption.
Singer - Michael Buble
Words - "If you think you can, YOU CAN!"
Junk food - Twisties
Website - Mysoju.com, Chinkymovies.blogspot.com, harakahdaily.net :D
Lotion - I rarely use lotion..but if I do it has to be The Bodyshop's Strawberry.
Anime - not into anime, so I don't have a favourite.

* * * * *

There!!!
Penat seih~
Wassalam....~

Congratulations!

Assalamualaykum, people.

A shout out to my best friend Cik Asni who's now legally a Cik Puan.

CONGRATULATIONS, Asni+Abg Asib!

The akad nikah was held around 9pm @Cik Puan Asni's house on the 1st of June.
Both Asni and Abg Asib were surprisingly so calm that night .
And Alhamdulillah, with one lafaz, Cik Puan Asni became Mrs. Asib. =)
Some TKC and UIA friends who attended the akad nikah, shed happy tears upon seeing the couple finally joined together in a Holy matrimony.
I was one of them.

A funny (but so sweet) thing happened that night.
I shall not elaborate, let's leave you in a curiousity.
Hehehehehe..
[Cik Puan Asni, perhaps you can elaborate in your blog later? la la la..]

The next day, a kenduri took place.
Photography session was hectic, especially with us TKCians around. LOL
Thank God we didn't broke the pelamin. :D
But it was so wonderful seeing the couple.
Still shy, but so loving I thought I could almost see their love shining through their eyes that day.

Another amazing thing that day was the fact that my friends and I had a sort of little TKC9600 reunion among us.
Seeing faces that I haven't met since my last day in TKC.
And meeting a friend that I missed so dearly.
To Shambie, Aboon, Aliza, Adrin, Shaxu, Idya, Atie, Feiyah, Baini, Haida, Marr, Firah, Anis, Inamadz, Wan, Kiau and Jaja.. you guys ROCK!!

Now, how about some photos?

♥ ♥ ♥

Last day as Cik Asni.

The hantaran from Asni's side

Akad Nikah in process.

Sweetnya~

Raja Sehari

Merenung masa depan bahagia? Aminnn~

Asni and her shoulder to cry on.

Mr and Mrs Asib

♥ ♥ ♥

Asni's wedding left something special in my heart.
Maybe because I felt so involved in her journey to her new life as a wife.
From her engagement ceremony until the wedding, I was so glad to be a part of them.
And Cik Puan Asni, if you're reading this, thanks for the lovely experience+memories you gave me throughout the journey.
The happiness and sadness, laughters and cries and stories that we shared.
Those were the things that money can't buy and time can't erase.
FYI, these past few days had been so meaningful and wonderful to me.
I wish you well in your new life as Mrs. Asib.
Many happy years ahead.
Take care my friend, and good luck!

Wassalam~

bad friend

lately i'm feeling like i'm such a bad friend.

i got so irritated with stuff i shouldn't be.

perhaps because i always think that life is so unfair.

how come people can have all the luxury to be in the place they are now?

while i'm stuck with the same old routine each day.

nothing excites me. (except for the fact that i'm going for a trip next month)

do i need a new hobby?

to forget the happy and joyful life other people lead?

tawakkal.

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