Thursday, January 12, 2012



The mood to write is disappearing.
Slowly..slowly moving away from me.
I need a break..just for a while.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012



Last Tuesday, I visited my colleague [as mentioned here].
It was good to see that she took it really well.
Upon listening to her story on how her son died, I held back my tears.
She's just so strong. So strong. :|

Hence, I think we can't be sad all the time, can we?

That day I also met my best friend Mizot before she leaves for Fukui,Japan..
[which she already has by now..]
And on the same day I went home to my mummy+daddy [as I was already in Pasir Mas..]
Managed to bake a chocolate brownie and Alhamdulillah, according to my colleagues the next day, the brownie pieces were scrumptious.
[or perhaps they were just trying to be polite.. to make me feel good.. LOL]

Something 'big' happened too.. the night I was at home.
Something that brought smiles to my face and causing me to oversleep.
And making me texted my superior that I was gonna be a bit late to school. :D
That thing just made me wanna share this song with y'all reading this.
Do cherish the lovely melody of the song and the beautifully written lyrics.
[and I dedicate this song especially to Ms Istanbul.. ;)]

♥ ♥ ♥
SERIBU TAHUN - by Imran Ajmain
[OST 'Kerana Cintaku Saerah']

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini...
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan...
Sedia setia...
♥ ♥ ♥


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

-ve vibes


This morning I woke up late..
(6.30 a.m. from the usual 5.30..]
And I think everything doesn't fall to its rightful places today.
In short, I'm not in a very good mood-lah.

The first class for today was English Year 6.
As always, the students 'successfully' put my patience up to its maximum level.
Thank goodness I did not punish them like yesterday.
[Jemur under the very-very hot sun..]

I still haven't got the time to post my application form.
Supposedly, I should've sent it on Monday but I went home late.
And yesterday I went back too early, the post office was closed for lunch break.
I don't know about today, maybe I'll ask my boss for permission to go out during recess.
[The thought of talking to her sickens me..]

We'll be having a meeting today.
FYI, that's my least favourite time in school.
Why? Shall I tell you?
I can't stand being in the same room with my boss for more than 1 hour.
Work with her and you'll know how I feel.

And if I attend today's meeting, that means my Year 4 students will have to postpone their extra class again.
Gosh, I still have 3 classes with them that I've to 'ganti'..
All due to the courses I had to attend.
Arghhhhhhhhh... I hate this!

Sorry people..
Actually I wanted to post something else, but when my fingers hit the keyboard, they just started to type words that came out right from my heart and mind today.
Please excuse all the negative elements this post brings.
Maybe 'that time of the month' is around the corner.

Paham² je la ekk..


Monday, January 9, 2012



This morning as I was blog hopping, I was intrigued by Dr Am's [a.k.a So'od] entry on 8 Random Things About Himself.
Not that they are very weird or anything, but when people that I don't know [in person] write about themselves that made me feel as if I've known them for ages.
Blogging has given me another colorful and interesting circle of friends, virtual ones.
Reading their everyday lives' activities somehow made me feel close to some of them if not all.

At first, I was so tempted to do the same thing as Dr Am did, but as I was just thinking of what to write, a colleague told me about an online test for me to answer.
I don't really believe this kinda stuff actually, but since it's about interpreting myself so I thought, why don't I just give it a shot.
So there I was, sitting leisurely after class and Googling for Dr Phil's Test.
And then I answered all 10 questions.
The result was as follow:

Your total score is 37

Interpretation of Results
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

I'm not sure of what others [friends or family or anyone] think about me, but the rest are all nothing but the truth about myself.
It's shocking even for yours truly to read such definite interpretation, but I guess Dr Phil must've got something in his brain to come up with this kind of personality test.

Yuppp, I don't make friends too quickly or easily, but once I did, it's for life insyaAllah.
Regarding trust, I admit the whole truth had been interpreted and well stated there.
Maybe it's my bad because I trust people who I consider a friend easily but once that trust is broken, there goes everything.
It takes me a longer time to forget everything.
(read here.. [being cheated by your own friend who you consider like your own lil' sister hurts.])

But I guess Dr Phil left out one thing in the interpretation.

When I'm mad at someone, I avoid him/her.
I just can't confront somebody who I'm angry at.
At least not for some time..

Hehehehe.. we are after all, humans..
And as humans, nobody is perfect.


p/s: Have a safe journey, Dr Am.. InsyaAllah if time permits I'll have my own vacation too next week. :)

Sunday, January 8, 2012



I try not to be "malas" this time.
This new template should encourage me to write more.
But until now, the feeling remains the same.
It seems like whenever I try to post an entry here, my mind just goes numb.

Well, perhaps I should just share with anyone reading this blog about my Ramadhan this year.

Alhamdulillah, I feel like there's something extra special about this holy month of Ramadhan.
This Ramadhan in particular.
It's something that I can't really explain further, but I know it's special.
For Asni, maybe it's because this is her first Ramadhan being a wife, so no elaboration for that.
So obvious that this Ramadhan is extra special to you, darling. :)

But for yours truly, well as I said I can't say much because I don't understand it either.
Maybe the way I 'celebrate' Ramadhan is different this year.
In what way?

  • This Ramadhan, Mum doesn't have to force me to go to the mosque for Taraaweh.. LOL
  • This Ramadhan, I started to enjoy going to ceramah agama with my parents every Friday.
  • This Ramadhan, I get to spend quality times with both my family and friends.
  • This Ramadhan, I get to know quite A LOT of new friends [read:bloggers], they're all phenomenal!
  • This Ramadhan, insyaAllah I'll be finishing the 30 juzu' of AlQuran.. [I started longggg ago, not on the 1st Ramadhan itself though.. :(]

So, maybe it's the way I fulfill this holy month that makes it extra special pour moi.
All I know is, Syawal this year won't be as good as before.
I don't get to see quite a lot of my acquaintances this Eid.


Thursday, January 5, 2012


Today is THE DAY.
At this very moment my kids are fighting for their battle.. UPSR..
If you're reading this, I'd like to ask for a favor.
Please recite AL-FATIHAH for my kids.
Once is good enough.
Hopefully your prayers and mine will help them go through the exam.
Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan mereka..