Friday, November 11, 2011

found new love[s]

i am pleased to disappoint you that the love[s] that i have found are not in a form of a MAN [or two men for that], but rather in reading local political stuff and learning Korean language. the former is because i'm in desperate need of a good laugh and reading about how politicians ridicule themselves somehow satisfy my needs. even though it sickens me to see them toying with the rakyat's trust. the latter is for preparation IF the trip to Korea that i had roughly planned with a few best buddies, comes true. i really hope it does, as it's my ULTIMATE place to visit [as of now]. :D

what a way to start a new post after such a long break.. lol.  well, for the record, LAST month, i did try to update.. but words just wouldn't come out of my head, hence no updates whatsoever from yours truly. i have written a few drafts actually, but none was published. but now, i don't plan to give excuses on why i have not been blogging all this while. i'll just admit that i was too lazy to write. for what reason, i think it's better left unsaid-lah. it'll be the same old reason that even i am bored of writing it over and over again.. but to leave this blog and stop blogging is never in my plan at all. i guess i love this blog so much that i always leave it 'un-updated' for quite some time.. [kalau sayang tinggal-tinggalkan..] hehehe.. did i just gave an excuse there? :p

okay, people..i'd love to write more, but off to school canteen now. hehe

Monday, November 7, 2011

Lost... and Found!


Alhamdulillah, after missing for more than 2 weeks, little Yin returned to his parents' embrace yesterday.
Reading the news about Yin a couple of weeks back, my heart cried.
I didn't dare to even imagine how the mother and father must've felt the whole time Yin went missing.
And screw those people who gave fake information on Yin's whereabouts for the sake of the reward money.

Hmmm, talking about the reward money, when I heard that Datuk Michael Chong, (Ketua Biro Aduan MCA) offered RM2000 as a reward, I somehow felt his honesty.
I salute him because I know he has been helping a lot of people looking for their missing family members etc.
[Orang Cina jugak yang nak tolong ekkk.. Dahlaa duit sendiri..]

Anyways, as I was reading today's Berita Minggu, I couldn't help but to realize some things in the chronology:


# 31 Mac: Muhammad Nazrin Shamsul Ghazali, 5, hilang selepas terlepas daripada pegangan bapanya ketika mereka membeli-belah di Kompleks Sogo.

# 1 April: Yin dilaporkan berada di sekitar rumah pangsa Kampung Baru, Kuala Lumpur, tetapi tidak benar.

# 2 April: Shamsul Ghazali mendapatkan nasihat guru agama dan bomoh untuk mengesan Yin.

# 3 April: Shamsul Ghazali mula mengedarkan risalah mengenai kehilangan Yin di sekitar Kuala Lumpur dan menawarkan ganjaran.

# 5 April: Bapa Yin dibenarkan pengurusan Kompleks Sogo melihat kamera litar tertutup (CCTV). Yin dilihat keluar berseorangan ke Jalan Raja Laut.

# 6 April: Ketua Biro Aduan MCA, Datuk Michael Chong, menawarkan wang tunai RM2,000 kepada pemberi maklumat sehingga Yin dijumpai.[His own money, not from the Bureau..]

# 7 April: Menteri Wilayah Persekutuan, Datuk Zulhasnan Rafique dan isteri serta kakitangan The New Straits Times Press (Malaysia) Bhd bersama-sama orang ramai mengedarkan risalah sepanjang Jalan Tuanku Abdul Rahman bermula dari Kompleks Campbell, Kuala Lumpur.

# 8 April: Ganjaran pemberi maklumat mengenai Yin meningkat kepada RM10,000.[Bila duit dah byk, orang mula tamak & timbul lah cerita² rekaan yang tak berkait dengan yang hidup atau pun yang dah mati tu.. I don't really agree with this.]

# 10 April: Putera Umno mengerahkan 2,000 ahli kelab motosikal pergerakan itu untuk mengedarkan poster Yin. [Sudah berbaur politik.. but their effort should be appreciated lah.]

# 11 April: Shamsul Ghazali membuat laporan di Balai Polis Damansara selepas menerima panggilan anaknya akan dibawa ke Myanmar. [This is what I'm afraid of, jual budak² kat negara luar.. Nauzubillah..]

# 12 April: Polis Diraja Malaysia (PDRM) bekerjasama dengan polis Thailand dalam usaha mengesan Yin.

# 13 April: Lima masjid di sekitar Lembah Klang mengadakan solat hajat selepas solat Jumaat.[Ini yang HARUS didahulukan, diutamakan.. Bukan iklan wang ringgit.]

# 14 April: Yin ditemui kira-kira jam 2 petang.[Bila kita berusaha, dan seterusnya berdoa+berserah kepada Allah, insyaAllah akan dimakbulkan doa kita olehNya.]


Whatever it is, let's thank Allah for ending Encik Shamzul Ghazali and his family's misery.
The moral of the story, never let little children out of our sight.



It's the High School Musical 2 FEVER and I'm feeling it!
La la la la la~
I just can't wait to see the sequel tonight..
There's no need to be thinking whether I've gone nuts or what..
I am like that sometimes..
Especially when my 'jiwa keanak-anakan' kicks in.
[I do watch SpongeBob,Avatar and Hannah Montana quite religiously, you know..]

When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
+ + + + +

The melody of the song was quite boring actually, hence I won't upload it here.
But I kinda like the lyrics though. Hehehehe..
And I think I fell asleep during the part when Gabriella was singing this particular song.


Saturday, November 5, 2011



Got a call from Abah this morning.
Mok Long passed away last night.

Mok Long is my Grandma's eldest sister.
The last time I saw her was last Monday, when I visited her with my parents.
I had a strange feeling right before I went to Besut that day, that it would be my last time seeing her.. I just didn't know why I felt that way.
And looking at her condition that day, my heart ached.
She was no longer my Mok Long who always smile..who talks a lot.
She was just lying helplessly sick on the mattress without recognizing me or even my Ma.

Mok Long did recognize Abah, though.
Maybe because he was his own nephew.

If you read this, please sedekahkan al Fatihah to Allahyarham.
Thanks. :|

서울.. 나 간다!! [토요일 밤의, 서울로 가요!!]

Hehe.. thought I'd 'show off' my Hangeul a bit. ;)
The title means : 
" I come!! [I'm going to Seoul on Saturday night!!]"

A bit unsettled with my assignments, but I hope I'll do okay.
I'm actually on the verge of crying right now, but I've to be positive.
Have to look on the bright side.

And the bright side is, I'm FINALLY gonna be in SEOUL!!
♥ ♥ ♥

nur hafiza hj hasan -- fizhasan

Thursday, November 3, 2011



I promised K Ruby to post a picture of tapais I bought for open house that day.
I know this is wa--------------------y belated.
But I wanna show it anyway.
Especially to those that don't know how traditional tapais look like.
Wrapped in rubber leaves.

I feel like eating tapai now.
And FYI, the best way to enjoy the tapais is to put them in the refrigerator and then eat them cold.


P/S: Actually I couldn't find a topic to write,.. hence the tapais. He he he.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011



On July 15th, she flew to Sydney for her Masters.
I was a bit disappointed because I didn't get to talk to her right before she boarded her plane.
But Alhamdulillah, knowing that she wasn't by herself [Asni+Asib managed to send her off], I felt a bit relieved. take care okay?
Thank God we had our little 'date' with Shambie on the 14th.
That day I was not feeling that sad, it was only for a year, I kept telling myself that.
But when we said our last goodbyes then it hit me hard.

I won't be able to talk to you anytime I want anymore..
We won't be able to exchange stories about our 'crushes' like we always do.
No more hanging out during weekends when you came home.
And most importantly, Eid this year won't be the same without you, Aboon.


p/s: I'm happy for you for that 'ring'! ehemmmmmm~