tagged by miss B [thanks for your thoughts!]

Mari menjawab soalan

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
>> seorang yang tak wujud.. adoi.. pathetic ke..br 1st Q.

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
>>bunyi kipas dlm kelas ni dan lagu-lagu ballad korea di media player.

3. Mungkin saya patut:
>> stop jawab ni and habeskan kerja?!

4. Saya suka :
>>apa yang orang biasanya x suka.

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
>>are those i cant live without.

6.Saya tak paham :
>> kenapa orang korea punya kulit halus. not that pernah sentuh, tp nmpk macam..

7.Saya kehilangan :
>> semangat untuk berBLOG.

8.Ramai yang berkata :
>> beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.. but.. in reality?? kurus=cantik? huhu..

9.Makna nama saya :
>> cahaya yang memelihara [keamanan? anak?!!]

10.Cinta itu adalah :
>>satu rasa yang membuatkan rama2 berterbangan di dalam perut. hahah..[direct translation neh]

11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :
>>berharap blog ini di update.

12.Saya akan cuba :
>> jawab soalan2 ni sampai habes..

13.Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
>> selamanya tu PERKATAAN, bukan AYAT.

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
>>second hand, dan ianya dibeli di jepun oleh mizot..

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :
>> tunggu alarm 6.30 bunyi..[usually terjaga awal]..chewah~

16.Saya paling meluat apabila :
>> seriously cant think of one right now. baikkah daku??

17.Pesta/Parti adalah :
>> hingar bingar,imho. which i don't really fancy.

18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
>>ikan-ikan di pulau redang.

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
>> 16.form four.enough said. ;)

20.Hari ini :
>> students saya exam bahasa inggeris. dan ada yang dapat full marks utk mcq. yay!

21.Malam ini saya akan :
>> masak dan tengok tv seorang diri.

22.Esok pula saya akan :
>> ke sekolah untuk kelas tambahan..

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :
>> percutian di Seoul tahun depan menjadi kenyataan.

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :
>> [dalam hati berkata] wah, jerawat itu mesti di cover!

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
>>apa kes arked?? shopping complex of kosss..

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
>> jepun

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
>> gelap.

28.Makanan segera adalah :
>> tak elok untuk kesihatan

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
>>"kelas Sabtu ni, pukul 9 sampai 11,eh?!"

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
>> kalau nak jawab silakan...

Him.

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Wishin' and Hopin' by Ani DiFranco

Wishing and hoping
And thinking and praying
Planning and dreaming
Each night of his charms
That won’t get you into his arms

So if you’re looking
To find love that you can share
All you gotta do is
Hold him and kiss him and love him
And show him that you care

Show him that you care just for him
Do the things that he likes to do
Wear your hair just for him
Cause you won’t get him
Thinking and praying,
Wishing and hoping
Just

Wishing and hoping and
Thinking and praying
Planning and dreaming
His kisses will start
That won’t get you into his heart

So if you’re thinking
Of how great true love is
All you gotta do is
Hold him, and kiss him
And squeeze him and love him
Just do it
And after you do
You will be his

Show him that you care
And just for him
Do the things that he likes to do
Wear your hair just for him
Cause you won’t get him
Thinking and praying
Wishing and hoping just

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Assalamualaykum..

Was just enjoying the pictures in Asni's blog when this song came into mind.
So happen, Idya posted the same song [minus the audio, just the lyric] in her blog not so long ago.
I guess this song is one of tkc9600 all-time favourite songs.
Not only the melody is good, the lyric is somewhat so catchy. :)
Talk about unrequited love.. Sigh~

And a few days back I was on the phone with Mlle. Shaxu.
She was really surprised actually to know that I still have feelings for him. LOL.
Dear,I didn't tell you all this while because you guys have been really close.
And another fact is that I know it's never gonna happen anyway.
I'm not hoping.. at least not anymore~

Hence, this song is just to ease my mood.
Am feeling rather 'romantic' upon seeing Asni+Asib's pictures in Langkawi. :D
[this song is dedicated to both of you.. so when's the baby coming?? hahahaha.. I can't wait!]

I hope it ends here. And by 'it' I meant the longing for him.
Scold me or whatever you want, but being me, I just can't find the courage to walk up to him and say I like him.

Wassalam~